Though i was confident, i was not

haaaa...4-1 man ...i dont knw i always feel so fresh n free when i am alone ....i dnt knw individuality is gud quality or nbad but i feel i have that quality....so 4-1 was bit intresting and i took more care about my self...no compromises instead of adjusting in plastic stool ,,sat in sofa..it was fine ..good going.........Then came some series of messages from dean saying that abt on campus recruitments...last year tcs came on dec this time it may cum early may b in november 1st week or oct last week n all..but on aug 2 i think we got a message that TCS gona visit our campus on 25th.....thats the point and that is the message which shoook every ones brain ...and ppl started troubling each other with there english.....and they started browsing about placement papers instead of **********........and we had some training program on 11,12,13 i guess..bcoz of bandh we stayed in hostel njyd those days...(in sofaa)....every thing hapnd so fast...and i stayed back in hostel for 13 days

from 13 to 26 so that i can prepare with out any distabance..first time in ma carrier i prepared time table which day wat subject shud i read....though i was one day behind the schedule i was pretty happy with my preparation..but the tension of TCS ..phobia already started..its obvious every one was feeling that stress...and we had written test on 23,tr on 24,hr on 25th.....and the day arrieved written test our batch was splitted into different groups branch wise and directed to some xam centers(labs) as it is online exam...and my centre was IBM COE and i sat just beside ravikumar.J at one end,ravikumar sat next to phalgun,and he sat next to sai goud

WRITTEN TEST

xam started......and i tried to solve as many as i could but realized that i am not leading to safe place and i cant help ravi too bcoz of my xam tension and tried to get some inputs from the other row and got some inputs and i was not so confident bcoz i dint noticed how many i solved and how many questions i guessed and how many question are pakkaa ri8 .........so i was not so happy..when i came out every one is really happy and i am very worried that i did some thing wrong and we went to our hostel rum and results will be anounced after 3 hrs and main problem is we dont know how much lower cutoff and uper cutoff will be i discused some questions with y frns then i was bit confident that okay i also wrote well not bad.....finally 3 hours over they anounced results i was in done thank god..i was very frustrated...uffffff

Technical round..

on 23(after writen xam) i revised some c concepts and dont know y i went to mca lab and spent three and half hours on SQL..as i wrote oracle sql certification..for sql..i thought it sbetter to revise sql..but dnt knw i took long time for that revision and after dinner i spent 1 hour for my ppts which i presented ....i revised those and even my mini project....next day....24th....volunteer called me at 10 45 i think i will be intervied by panel4..when i went there .. i was tensed knowing that he interviwed only 3 when other panels interviewed on avg of 9 to 11 mem....ufff he sat stri8 to door so i thought y dont i take look at him ....as it is glass door i can see inside so i just bent and looked at him he was so serius not event smile of 1%..with a tie ..uff felt more tensed....my turn came after lunch around 2 30...ufff my intrvw went okay but i was not so satisfied..bcoz he asked only one quetn from c but i dint answered it..but gud point is he asked many questns from sql i answered every thing very well..and he asked abt ppts also..i answered them ..but i was very worried....after tr drank tea many many times....was very tensed ...finally they anounced results at eve around 6....ufff i was in, thank god again

HR ROUND

on 24 th after tr eve just read abt some currnt issues anna hazarey,sonia gandhi corruption 2g scam ...trying to know every thing in single eve...next day....i waited for very long time ....from mng to 2pm....rp sir called all of us and read names who r not yet assigned panels in that list also i was near to last...i felt it will take more time went to canteen and had lunch and came back..when i just came back.voluteer came with a list i found my name in that and i will be interviewd in 10 more minutes ..o my god i was bit happy bcoz my waiting ended....bit frustrted bcoz shud go inside....hmm waited and this time also ravi kumar was next to me...even in tr he was next to me......hmmm just shared some wishes....he went in came out happily and said he is cool and i went inside..by looks interviewr was soo harsh and cruel..he asked some general questions...abt me but very fastly and i was double fluent than tr..in tr i was not at all fluent...i came out hapily and every one from our panel was coming out happily..its aggain pinning me..on what basis he will select and finally everything from our siode is over...we shud wait for next day...for results nobody slept that day ni8...had lot of fun in tension...

RESULTS

they said they will anounce at 11 but every one was in audi at 10 30.....we waited till 1 pm

i tink

and at 1 pm tcs ppl came talked some casual things and princi and dean.....and tcs guy and said the count ...total conunt selected....it was gud....and he said i will read the names just ppl stand up and sit down when ur name is called..he started reading...ufff mine was not oming...not cming ..ma frns andarvi vachestnaaai.....andarvi vachesaaii nadi ratledu..nenu emanna over action chesaana tr lo leka hr loo

all the things are running in my mind with tension and he is turning the pages but my name is not yet came i lost hopes really THOUGH I WAS CONFIDENT confident and just waiting with little hop he said this is last page and i have 8 or 9 names in that pagee..then really i lost hopes....he read 3 or 4 names i am gone out of 174..i got my name at SNO..167..he spelled out SHIVADEEP GUNDOJU.....i just stood and sat down just smiled but not busted in happiness uff thank god....every thing is over ... ravis name was next to me here alsoo...this pair continued from written to results....i was happy but i was not soo happy bcoz many of deserving candidates was not got placed i just controlled my self and spent time with frns there and returned home.....ufffffff brother was happy mom was also happy ......pursuit of happinness ended ...for 174 guys ...

.........--by shivadeep.G

PREMA prema PREMA

General ga ppl who r in love refer ther partners as my love r love.....telugu lo simple ga prema..and Love ni telugu lo PREMA ...so kindi lines lo PREMA antey feeling(love)... and prema antey person(partner).........

.aa madhyaa chala rojulu intlo kurchoni em cheyalo telika edo chala avtaralu ethaa anduloo na kavi avtharam okati ....so e blog chusey valu na kavitvam tho barinchandi.......

prema PREMA prema

na manasulo nilipanu ni pratima

preminchey ''prema''nu dveshinchina PREMA

dveshinchina PREMANU preminchina ''prema''

Prati manishiki anandam PREMA
e jeeviki avasaram prema

chandamama kanna andamina o prema

talli prema kanna swachamindi na PREMA

chekkara kanna teyanina o prema

a kavi kavitvam varninchaledu na PREMA

Svaasa vidichi bratikinchana na PREMANU

prema vidchi batakana na jevitanni

Intaku minchi kavitvam naku radani

MUgisthunna e na prema kavyani

...............................-by shiva deep

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its still 6;

Now its not 9:00PM its 6:00PM,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

HI frnz as i had gone through surgery on feb 8Th i took 1 mnth bed rest went to coll on 11th march

hmm as i cant travel by bus,,its good to stay in hostel so that i can relax,,

so here comes Hostel days ....i was never been to hostel before................to simply describe these days....beeing in hostel is good but not so good beeing in hostel is bad but not so bad...i want to replicate BVRIT hostel with the word RELAXXXXXXXX.....we will understand how much valid time we are wasting in buses...for us after college its buses ,music,chitchat,home,fresh up ,tea,TV....if we look at watch it will be 9:00..but in hstl col,snacks,90mins of sleep..then its still 6:00PM

now its still 6

ITS TOUGH & Let it happen

Let it happen what it wants to be.....;

fear in first month changes to fresshness in 2nd month;

class in first year changes to groups in second years;

group members will decrease but group numbers will increase;

subjects will decrease but marks wont increase;

let it happen what it wants to be....;

i am njoying changes to i am trying to njoy;

we dont want to leave ,we wait to leave;

full stop(.) changes to semi coloun ;

where are you changes to w r u;

idiot,stupid changes to F***, A**H***;

let it happen what it wants to be.............;

hmm at the end of the day its u with u......but dnt let to change u

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Its tough .....

its tough to wake up;

its tough to wake up at 6;

its tough to be at stop at 7;

its tough to be active aftr 2 hrs journey;

its tough to listen classes;

its tough to tolerate phsycoism of lectuers;

its tough to come back at 7;

BUT in exams time

ITS TOO TOUGH.....

Two Leaps

hi guys i am gona say two leaps..i.e two jumps in my academics the first one is of no importance ..i was double promoted after 4th class to 6th as my parents forced school management to do so......second leap it may be some importance to few of my friends..hmm ya i finished my intermediate in srichaitanya jr col in regular sections...1st yr jrm3 2nd yr srm1..........bbut after i was not into engg directly ...after that i did longterm for 1 yr in srivaishnavi juniur kalasala.........and i got 10756 rank in eamcet....but it was my first attempt because i not even atempted it before i was so intrested or limited my brain to do degree ofcourse i got admission in aurora degree n passed written test in loyala my bro changed my path compltely shook my brain n kept that brain in longterm sec of srivishnavi......i though if i say this in the day1..i thought no one will accepts me as friend and i will be looked bit seperatly..so i thought i will reveal it after 1 mnth...after 1month i thought i will reveal it after 1st internal....aftr dat 1yr after dat i thought i will do it in 2-2...but in 2-2 i decided to reveal it pakkaaaa in 4-1.......but dnt knw y. as i was at home from past 2 weeks i felt like writing some thing so writing this now...;-)..........Only Ravi bhati know abt this as my frnd is neighbour to him...hope he kept his promise n kept it confidentially for 3 and half long years .........so this may be the reason y i dnt have habit to share every thing even with my frns..this may be the reason y i cant mingle with my frns even when i am with them....this may be the reason y i feel i am more matured and more talented and the guru(;-) as i xperienced one xtra year than you ppl ;-))....n this may be the reason y i feel alone even when i am inn the crowd........so nenu meeku intermediate gurinchi enno cheppii vuntaa annniiii A-Y abbadalu Z -nijalu.......hmmm i know i am n hope i will be a big CHUPPA RUSTUM bcoz its my default nature...sorry guys if i hurted any one by telling this lies ..hope very few may feel bad about this........bye guys...its 12 :30.... so sunday mng ..enjoy ur day have a nice day..;-)